Midterm Season For students in their post-secondary education, october and november are VERY hectic times. Not only do you have to adjust to a new life in a new school, but there are millions of readings, projects, assignments, quizzes and labs(if you happen to be a science student). lucky me :(

On top of that, things have been just going downhill for me. Everything's been really confusing and I don't know how to approach it. I've had friends that have been there for me through it all. they're the ones that have kept me sane through the tough times.

I've never been a person to express how i really feel. Usually I would keep it inside and swallow it. But now, i really let everything out. I wanna be able to say everything that I've been feeling. I just wanna SCREAM.

But most of all, i just want everything back to the way it was. I want everything to be okay.

who am i kidding though? It's never going to be the same again. Apparently everything I do is wrong. Every choice that I make is going to hurt someone. Everything that i feel that's best for me is stabbing someone else in the back. Or so that's what I've heard.

So what am i suppose to do? i wish i had the answer.  ¶ 10/07/2009 12:19:00 AM 0 Comments