livelaughlovekaren
camp has been fun lately. although it doesn't pay alot, i have so much fun there that it doesn't even matter.
Working with kids is really challenging though (at least for me it is) . I am impatient & my temper isn't the best, but i think it develops while working around them. They remind me of when I was little; when i didn't have to care about anything except for my own happiness.
i think the most depressing part of going to camp is knowing that i might not/wont ever see some of the campers & counsellors again. If i'm lucky, i have to wait a year before I see them (assuming I get the job next year).
I don't think I'll ever forget the memories I've had at camp; with both counsellors & campers.
the hardest part in the end is saying goodbye.
in a perfect world
i got a sudden fever yesterday and was unable to attend work this morning :(
It was so horrible! Thank goodness my parents were there for me. They helped me so much today. They knew what I was suppose to eat, what I had to do to reduce the pain, and they got me everything i needed.
Next year, i'm going to have to do it all on my own without them.
A few nights ago, I had a sudden realization.
Although these past few months have all been about school and friends, I left out one of the most important things: my family.
I realized that my family would not be there for me forever.
Growing up has its many advantages: we learn to grow, and we learn to be more independent
but with its advantages come sadness.
As i grow up, so do my loved ones around me.
a few nights ago, it hit me that my grampa would one day be gone.
not only my grampa, but my mother and father as well.
death is a natural part of life; this i know
but it's so hard to accept once it really happens to you.
my family will not stay this way forever, we will all age and i will one day have a family of my own.
but honestly,
i would give up everything I have and just stop time if it means that everything around me will stay this way forever.
I'm not ready to let it go ...
I don't want to let it go ...
REGISTRATIONNN
registration is a pain in the ass.
today is the day of registration for life sciences at mac.
so last night, i got everything ready. I signed onto MUGSI at 11:30, and waited.
Then when 12 hit, i clicked SOLAR like crazy
i got in at 12:13 ; MUGSI has a 45 min time limit
so obviously, with the huge lag, i got logged out
I couldn't get onto SOLAR until 1:30
I HAD TO SIT THERE, AND CLICK, FOR 1 AND A HALF HOURS.
ridiculoussss!
and on top of that, my course got taken :(
now my schedule is so messed :(
I have to rmb to change around my chem 1aa3 lab for sem 2
I need to corporate my kinesiol 1yy3 labs into my chem 1aa3 lab time.
i love blogs :)
remind me to do stuff.
haha :D