livelaughlovekaren
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
  that's what you get when you let your heart win
EXAMS ARE MAJOR KILLER?

srsly. i hate exams. kin exam was okay, except i was falling asleep during the exam cuz justin and i slept at 7am the morning of the exam just trying to review all the concepts. chem exam was pretty wack for me, although that was probably because i just don't get chem (unlike in highschool). psych exam was okay, nothing to complain about. and then there's math. oh godddd, stupid math. i got killed in that exam. i hope i pass T________T. There's still bio left this friday, so i'm going to pwn that!!


So this past weekend was when I had my psych exam. For a couple of weeks now, Miranda has been bugging me about coming to MAC. i know that she's joking, but it gets annoying when she constantly repeats herself and when I'm trying to study. So on friday, she msgs me when i was studying for psych, and tells me she's coming to MAC. i got really fed up and on top of that i wasn't sure if she was lying because tim and justin were saying that she was coming too. When i asked matthew if they were telling the truth, he said he had asked justin and apparently it was all a joke. i got MORE pissed 'cuz they fully knew i was pissed off about it. they apologized later though so everything went back to normal.

At around 11pm, miranda's mom calls me to ask me if miranda arrived at MAC yet. when i told her i had no idea wht she was talking about, she went into panic mode and called my parents and everything. i was really stressed out because i was worried and mad that miranda would tell her mom that. i asked everyone that i could, and she was no where to be found. Later, mirandas mom calls me back and tells me to identify a number which miranda called from. Turns out it was Tim's and that Miranda was actually at hamilton. i was REALLY mad. Not only did she not tell me, but she had the nerve to come during exams.

the whole weekend i didn't talk to her and i was really upset. I was mad at certain times, and i wanted to talk to her like crazy at other times. it was like a rollercoaster. thank god i had people with me the whole time. People like matthew, justin, and jen, they were behind me the whole way. they listened to me when i was spazzing, and they gave me advice as well.

im extremely grateful that justin was there with me the WHOLE time: from the moment it began and throughout the whole way. he helped me call tim constantly and was always looking out for miranda for me when i didnt want to. whenever i got mad at her, he would reassure me that she was my friend and that it was not worth doing something stupid over. and whenever i was frustrated over it, he'd know and would try to talk it out with me. i'm really glad he was with me through it all. he says he doesn't think he did anything, but it was honestly something that i'll never forget. he's such a caring and nice guy. i would have gone insane without him.









 
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