boo
this seems like the only place i can really let things out. i don't like it when i bother people with stuff like this; in fact, i hate it when i have to tell others about my problems. it makes me feel like i'm weak with everything, and that i can't handle it. but sometimes....most of the time... i can't take it. there's so many things happening that i can't handle, as much as i would like to.
AND i hate filling my blog up with depressing thoughts, but really, this is the only place I can really say everything.
It's stupid I guess, going to a blog to sort everything out, but i always go to the same people for help. Sooner or later, they're going to get annoyed. I have to learn to grow up and do things on my own. I can't rely on people to help me out...
and sometimes i feel even more alone than ever.
NVM NVM NVM
i need to deal with this on my own.
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