Tuesday, March 9, 2010
I want you to know - With everything I won't let this go .
Yesterday was Susane's surprise party! While Matthew, Justin, Tim & I were at Fortinos, Eva texted us telling us that they were going to host a surprise party for Susane, so we decided to buy her a cake! Too bad we didn't take a picture of it :( But we DID take a group picture!
ALSO, i dyed my hair to a darker colour. I kind of like it :) It makes me feel more asian LOL. I think I'll stick with it for a while.
Recently, my dad's been really stressed with his work. He has alot of paperwork to do as well as taxes and whatnot. He's also been having some issues and it really frustrates me how no one's helping us out. It really makes me wanna scream at people sometimes.
I really want to be there for my dad. If I could, I would go back home for a week and help sort everything out with him. I know he'd never let me do that though because tuition isn't cheap and I he would never let me waste money like that. He'd want me to focus.
The other day, even when i offered to help out with everything, he told me to just concentrate on school and not to worry about anything else. This made me feel absolutely horrible. I'm not doing the greatest, and I can honestly say I'm not giving (anything near) my all. Why am I not motivated? Why do i constantly slack off when I know that my parents are behind me supporting me the whole way? What am I doing.....
Maybe going to school at MAC really did change me. I know that it changed my work habits for sure. I'm slacking off 'til no tomorrow. I can't do that to my parents. I can't let their hard-earned money go to waste like that. I'm going to try harder. I'm going to do better in school and I'm going to pay them back in the future and prove to myself that I'm not wasting any of their hard-earned money. I know my dad went through alot to get me to where I am today. He had to put up with my bad attitude for 18 years of his life, and not once did he give up on me. Of all the times I lost my temper on him, of all the times where i disappointed him, not once..did he give up...
I'm going to make you proud dad. I promise you.
¶ 3/09/2010 01:23:00 AM
ALSO, i dyed my hair to a darker colour. I kind of like it :) It makes me feel more asian LOL. I think I'll stick with it for a while.
Recently, my dad's been really stressed with his work. He has alot of paperwork to do as well as taxes and whatnot. He's also been having some issues and it really frustrates me how no one's helping us out. It really makes me wanna scream at people sometimes.
I really want to be there for my dad. If I could, I would go back home for a week and help sort everything out with him. I know he'd never let me do that though because tuition isn't cheap and I he would never let me waste money like that. He'd want me to focus.
The other day, even when i offered to help out with everything, he told me to just concentrate on school and not to worry about anything else. This made me feel absolutely horrible. I'm not doing the greatest, and I can honestly say I'm not giving (anything near) my all. Why am I not motivated? Why do i constantly slack off when I know that my parents are behind me supporting me the whole way? What am I doing.....
Maybe going to school at MAC really did change me. I know that it changed my work habits for sure. I'm slacking off 'til no tomorrow. I can't do that to my parents. I can't let their hard-earned money go to waste like that. I'm going to try harder. I'm going to do better in school and I'm going to pay them back in the future and prove to myself that I'm not wasting any of their hard-earned money. I know my dad went through alot to get me to where I am today. He had to put up with my bad attitude for 18 years of his life, and not once did he give up on me. Of all the times I lost my temper on him, of all the times where i disappointed him, not once..did he give up...
I'm going to make you proud dad. I promise you.
¶ 3/09/2010 01:23:00 AM
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