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Saturday, February 27, 2010
Priceless moment
I haven't blogged in a while, or at least that's what it seems like.
ANYWAY, the funniest thing happened the other day and i just HAD to blog about it cuz it was too hard not too. i had to beg for hours just for permission to get to blog this.
So the other day Justin was showing me his old photos back in high school on his facebook. He showed me some from prom, some from the summer and some from parties and stuff. So then i was looking through his swim team photos, an we came across this picture.
ANYWAY, the funniest thing happened the other day and i just HAD to blog about it cuz it was too hard not too. i had to beg for hours just for permission to get to blog this.
So the other day Justin was showing me his old photos back in high school on his facebook. He showed me some from prom, some from the summer and some from parties and stuff. So then i was looking through his swim team photos, an we came across this picture.
So this is how our conversation went:
Karen: Hey, that's you!
Justin: Yeah.
Karen: *scrolls down page and sees him tagged as Pauline*
Karen: Wait, Why are you tagged as a girl?
Justin: What?
*looks at screen closer*
Justin: Oh wait, is that me?
Justin: Oh wait, is that me?
Karen: .........? what?
Justin: Oh... nvm, that's not me. NVM.
and then i died laughing. literally. seriously.
It turns out that the person in the picture that he thought was him was one of his teammates on the swim team.
i mean, its one thing if I can't tell if its him, but even he thought that it was him.
oh mannn, just too funny.
he was sleeping while i was blogging, so i decided to take a picture :)
i swear all he does is sleep when he's in my room and games while he's in his.
He's like jenn. They barely have to study and they still ace their tests and midterms. hate you both.
Honestly though, the other day Justin, Eva and I were talking, and I found out that going to Milliken made me more cautious of myself and what I do. They were talking about Richmond Hill and PET and all those schools with lots of asian kids. I was calling Justin homo because of all the stuff him and his friends do, but Eva said that it's just because I went to Milliken that I never really saw a lot of homoness (LOL). and really, it's true. Alot of guys from my school don't like acting all homo with each other. That's not a bad thing, but it just showed me that i grew up in a really different environment that the friends I have now.
Right now, all we do at dinner is listen to Justin confessing his love for Jason and Matthew and vice versa. And when Tim's with Matthew and Justin, they're all over Matthew. In the end, it's usually all about Matthew LMAO.
But when I see Justin with his friends acting all gay and stuff, I can tell how close they really are and it honestly makes me smile. Eva was telling me this too. She said that she can really tell that they care for one another because they're able to talk shit to each other but they're able to joke around with it. Another example is Kevin. He's from Emily Carr and he finds it weird when Jason and them do homo stuff to him. It's just that we grew up in different environments so hes just not use to it.
I'm glad I got to know all my friends here. It's made me alot more open. Matthew and I agreed that we both got alot more open after we came to Mac. I'm not all squirmish about stupid words like penis and boobs now LOL.
Anyway, time to wake Justin up!
aww.. mission accomplished! :)
¶ 2/27/2010 06:59:00 PM 0 Comments
Sunday, February 21, 2010
boo
this seems like the only place i can really let things out. i don't like it when i bother people with stuff like this; in fact, i hate it when i have to tell others about my problems. it makes me feel like i'm weak with everything, and that i can't handle it. but sometimes....most of the time... i can't take it. there's so many things happening that i can't handle, as much as i would like to.
AND i hate filling my blog up with depressing thoughts, but really, this is the only place I can really say everything.
It's stupid I guess, going to a blog to sort everything out, but i always go to the same people for help. Sooner or later, they're going to get annoyed. I have to learn to grow up and do things on my own. I can't rely on people to help me out...
and sometimes i feel even more alone than ever.
NVM NVM NVM
i need to deal with this on my own.
Labels: It just
¶ 2/21/2010 01:07:00 AM 0 Comments
Saturday, February 13, 2010
Never Stopping Like The Beat Of My Heart
im going to make this post really quick because im so lazy right now :(
¶ 2/13/2010 06:41:00 PM 0 Comments
SO READING WEEK HAS STARTED :)
on thursday, a couple of us went to august 8 for sushi. i previously went with jenny and it was aweeesome, so i told the others to go before reading week started. the restaurant also had dimsum & udon & ramen and ALL SORTS OF FOOD THAT I CANT GET ENOUGH OF.
as soon as we got back to res at 12, i hardcored for my kin test the next day. justin was suppose to study with me, but he just fell asleep while i studied for 2 hours. sigh. i hate how he knows his stuff without having to study.
as soon as we got back to res at 12, i hardcored for my kin test the next day. justin was suppose to study with me, but he just fell asleep while i studied for 2 hours. sigh. i hate how he knows his stuff without having to study.so the next day was our kin test. when justin & i were grabbing lunch at the student centre, he realized he forgot his student card at the computer lab where we wrote our test. he's going to have to get it after the break -.-" he's so fail. and hopeless. so after getting back to res, i went to the gym to play squash with jenny. our conversation went somewhat like this.
*on the phone*
me: jenny im tired can we not go
jenny: no you loser, come now.
me: no...im tired, and i have to do CAPA.
jenny: so do i, and you dont see me complaining, lets go
me: fine.......*hangs up* hey justin can u do my CAPA for me :) (LMFAO)
and then at the gym.
me: im so tired
jenny: shut up and change
at the court
SIGN: all eyewear must be mandatory
me: what? we need goggles?
jenny: we didn't last time....
me: so what now
jenny: i don't have money to rent them
me: me neither
*pause*
me: okay i guess we can't play, lets go
jenny: wtf. wow we're so fail.
LMFAOO, i love her. too funny.
that same night was garys party. we went to his house around ten and started to hot pot. tim, matt, justin and matt's friend came later because they were bored. i remember when we asked gary if tim and matt could come, he was like O_O. but i guess that's expected since he only invited justin and wasn't expecting anyone else.
and today was chinese new year! i went to pmall with lisa and matthew. i was looking at the lg ice cream phone. it's actually such a cute phone! but its gotten mixed reviews but i think im going to buy it.
and today was chinese new year! i went to pmall with lisa and matthew. i was looking at the lg ice cream phone. it's actually such a cute phone! but its gotten mixed reviews but i think im going to buy it.
this one is a pink one, but im thinking of getting the blue one
¶ 2/13/2010 06:41:00 PM 0 Comments
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
everything's nothing.
I've been feeling really different lately. it's like everything is falling apart.
There's one aspect of my life that I've never been able to discuss with anyone. it's something that i'm ashamed of, embarrassed of and utterly terrified of. Everyone around me seems to be doing fine, so why is it just me? I try so hard, but in the end it doesn't even look like i did anything. I can't even sleep sometimes because I'm so scared. And the worst thing is, I don't even want to tell anyone because I know they'll never look at me the same way again. They'll think i'm stupid, that i'm a fool. Who wants to be seen as that?
"Get a hold of yourself Karen. What are you doing to yourself?" is what i always say whenever i think about it. But each time i try harder and harder, and somehow i can't focus. My mind's not in the right place. I've lost all control of what my priorities are; that's what scares me the most.
I keep saying i will try harder, and to not think about it.
but i think its too late. im doomed, aren't i. ¶ 2/03/2010 08:46:00 PM 0 Comments
There's one aspect of my life that I've never been able to discuss with anyone. it's something that i'm ashamed of, embarrassed of and utterly terrified of. Everyone around me seems to be doing fine, so why is it just me? I try so hard, but in the end it doesn't even look like i did anything. I can't even sleep sometimes because I'm so scared. And the worst thing is, I don't even want to tell anyone because I know they'll never look at me the same way again. They'll think i'm stupid, that i'm a fool. Who wants to be seen as that?
"Get a hold of yourself Karen. What are you doing to yourself?" is what i always say whenever i think about it. But each time i try harder and harder, and somehow i can't focus. My mind's not in the right place. I've lost all control of what my priorities are; that's what scares me the most.
I keep saying i will try harder, and to not think about it.
but i think its too late. im doomed, aren't i. ¶ 2/03/2010 08:46:00 PM 0 Comments
